Study at sp for 6 months, i have come so far and yet i dun have the direction where i goin to. I have tried my best to get around with my classmate, i try to cope with my java prog tats y i gt a D+ for it, i try to study , however i still hate the course.
The environment, ppl, teachers seems like they dun accept me. I realli dunno y this happen to me. First time i feel so helpless, useless and stupid studying at poly. Noone can lend me their hand to help me. I tried talkingto my frens but thing are not changing.
I cant even discussed with parents.. My mum is sick, i dun wanna make her worry about my academic.Every time she ask me to be hardworking i feel very dissappointed in myself. I will tell her not to worry about me, i can cope with my work but actually im LOST... Realli lost...
Sometimes i hope tat an angel would coem to me n give me so advise wta to do .... hiaz... wat is happening to me... Y my life is becoming like this...How i wish tat i can start all over again... My regret in life.
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